Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Dear Jonathan

Well, today was D-Day, last day of the month and we are no where near having everything done that needed to be accomplished by today.  And ya know what.  I'm not that stressed over it.  It's just going to get done when it gets done.

We have lots of furniture to move out of the office, lots of stuff still to box up and then we have to move it all.  I've got most of my creative space packed up, I just need some tape and a few more boxes and I'll get that moved out this week and into the house.

We still need to deal with the stuff in storage, but need a truck for that.  Got no truck yet!!

You worked for just over 2 hours today on your office and have been passed out since we got home.  It breaks my heart to see you this sick so soon after finding out about the kidney disease.  Your health is deteriorating so quickly, I wasn't ready for you to be so sick so soon.  I've been doing my best to wait on you and get you what you need.  I really hope I'm doing all I can for you right now.

We go to the Cardiologist tomorrow afternoon, I'm not sure what he's got to offer other than, "Well, there's not much more we can do."

You failed to inform me that he told you 2 years ago that he said you couldn't go much longer on all that medication they had you on.  When I asked you why you didn't tell me, you said, "Well, I didn't want to worry you."  Yeah, I would have worried, but I also would have started to sock away some cash, so you wouldn't have to worry about finances now.  You know how I can squirrel away money!!

But this is the path that God has put us on, and we will walk it til the end together.  I'm sure He's got something good in store for both of us.  I'm keeping the faith!!  I have to or I'll go crazy right now.

A quote for today instead of a video.......

After all, to a well-organized mind, death is but the next adventure.  ~J.K. Rowling

1 comment:

  1. Praying for you, just remember that anything that happens to you must go through God's hands first. Let him be your strength!!